(Da Recovering)

 

Overring coming that shit was my step into turning a (Loss into a Lesson) and it wasn't easy dealing with shame, embarrassment, and gossip. Still, tha reactions to my behavior had some type of impact that made my environment know that if I didn't have someone there to stop me it would have been a different outcome. so instead of going back to that environment and having a point to prove I just took that adrenaline rush and applied it to me.. and started my journey 1st stop was the Melpomene project of all places...

Like I said I bother this Nica so much I didn't know if he didn't want to say he didn't have it like he claimed to have it at that time but tha Nica ended up giving me fake dope.. Not knowing no better and being so excited I finally got some dope I took it placed it in my book bag and headed back downtown to school now don't get me wrong I peep at it now and then but keep in mind I never had dope before this is my 1st time in my lyfe it looked like what I saw people exchange hands with.. So I get to school around tha end of 2nd period Bell rings for 3rd period blend in and go right into 3rd period as if I been in school all day. I sit down in my seat and I see this guy who hustles in my hood approach him about what I had he asks me if he can see it as if he wants to buy it off me  So I'm like cool does that hand exchange I practice for so long everything goes wells .. few seconds to or half min later he gives in back to me and it doesn't feel like what I gave him and then he turned back around and said that shit fake  Mane another blow I'm like what naw you try to talk me out of my shit I'm not stupid  he was like smell it and when I did it was Ivory soap Mane I was Crush I don't know if Dizzy thought I was bullshitting are what but if I would have went straight to tha bloca with that I would have had a lot of trouble on my hands Now don't get me wrong they had people of my peers would go around selling fake dope here and there but I was far from one of those guys 

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